Why is life full of uncertainties? I am developing a phobia for words. Words, they can make your life happy or make your life restless. I don’t know why every word I speak is misunderstood. I have changed myself so much and it is called a favor. I did not there were favors in a marriage, or in fact any relationship. I am scared of speaking my mind now. I am suppressing everything within me. I am becoming violent on myself. Some times I become so helpless I want to hurt myself to relieve myself of all the pain. I don’t know what to do. I am under immense pressure. If I cry it’s wrong. If I speak my mind it’s wrong. If I want him to talk something it’s wrong. I have no great expectations from life. I just want to be happy in my own world and is it wrong?
